Tuesday, June 8th, 2010

Namaste,

Well the steroids I am taking for my poison ivy is making me act out. I have been treating those closest to me bad, and for that I am truly sorry. Sometimes I make huge mistakes, and the landscape business, was a huge bad decision. I really enjoy the hard, physical challenge, but I think I was taken advantage of when I signed the contracts. I told my facilities I would do their landscaping for what they were paying before, but do a better job! According to three landscape businesses I have had look at the properties, I am being way, way, underpaid. Hell.... I am barely getting paid. On top of that the bank won't accept the check because I don't have my name on them, and my bank account says Mat Jones/Mat's Quest. The landscape business says Quest Landscaping????? Why does everything have to be so difficult? The poison ivy has moved from my upper torso to my butt, and legs.... I did sleep pretty good last night.... I think I busted an ear drum. I have a high pitched squeal in my right ear, and have been dizzy. I need to focus on family first, and let everything else take second priority. In my rush, and haste, I have been letting a bunch of people down. Maybe the "Quest" will have to be put on hold? I don't know.... Just have to feel it out!

Thank you for all of your support, prayers, and help! I do love you all!

Mat